Fear.......it's scary stuff. I have always been of the mindset that fear is the opposite of faith and I definitely don't want to be the opposite of faith!!!! Sometimes though the thoughts just pop into your head and that fear just wells up inside of you. It's hard to shake.
My biggest fears in being a caregiver are "what if something happens to me"...."what if I get sick".... "who will take care of Marty". All these things (and a few more) roll around in my head, I'm just not sure what would happen if I truly did get sick.
These things come to mind because I am sick right now. It's only a chest cold, but what if it turned into something bigger????? I'm taking care of myself, but what if???????
I know, I know, this totally is not faith talking. I need to trust God and have faith. Faith that I will get better. Faith that if something did happen Marty would be fine. Faith that someone would step up and fill in the caregiver gap.
So today, I am deciding to shove fear right out of the way and hold tight to FAITH!!!!!
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